creativity

I wish I were patient enough to be a creative person, but truth is I'm not. I don't have the patience to think ahead and consider what the end result will be of say, mixing the colors orange and purple (it's gross let me tell you) or pointing and clicking a camera.... "i didn't realize that porta-potty was in the back-ground there". I'm just impatient. I want to do do do create create create, and put as little effort as possible into thinking about the repercussions of my creative choices. I think that's why choreography is so hard for me. There's a lot to consider; music, dancers, space, sequence, flow, costumes, lights.... and now i'm on overload lol.

On a completely different note, I went to bounce Olive on the bed the other day and my elbow bounced my camera which was hiding under a blankey... it's broken now :( I'll be looking for a new one if anyone has any recommendations...