scarry dreams again

I dreamt about visiting the Dr.s last night. I don't know if I'm anxious about my next visit or if it's just a strange heat induced dream, but it was freaky! The two nurses who have helped me in the past, one large and Danish the other small and asian told me there was this test they had to run before the Dr. could see me. The asian proceded to come at my hands with a scalpel... she'd slice my hand deep enough for blood and then the Dane would smear some stinging cream on each one and cover it with tape. Over and over and over till I couldn't see my hands any more and I finally screamed that they needed to stop and I needed to talk to my doctor because she hadn't told me about this test and it's bull sh__. That seemed to end the dream. grose and freaky! The worst cuts were the ones where the first attempt wouldn't go deep enough so she'd re-cut the same spot. Where does my brain pick this stuff up from? Maybe it was those seasons of Dexter I watched last year... hmm.